I know I can make some arrogant ass remarks at times but it's really all for fun. If someone compliments me, I find it more amusing to say "oh I know." The response on their faces are hilarious because they totally expected a simple "thank you" from you. However, I must admit to lacking in the confidence department at times. Especially when it involves people I can't control, I always found myself giving up due to fear of failure/rejection aka no game. It has been an eventful weekend for myself and I love the wise women in my life that has taught me the reality of this world. There will be people in the world wanting the same things you desire, you better go out there and fight. When you give up, you only close your own doors to opportunities.
I just get defeated so easily and become flustered with frustration that I typically walk away from the situation all together. Well no more, I vow from this day forward to fight in life for what is rightfully mine.
Thank you wise ladies... your love makes me a stronger woman everyday.
And I cannot ignore the good Lord above. I just feel so blessed. At times even when I give up, he gives me a second chance. There seems to be nothing in life that I cannot accomplish or acquire. Thank you my most beloved God!!
To end with a quote:
"People are like stained-glass windows. They sparkle and shine when the sun is out, but when the darkness sets in their true beauty is revealed only if there is light from within." -Elisabeth Kübler-Ross
So remember, confidence is easy when you get things your way. True confidence lies in the ability to fight when things aren't.
"College girl with a 4.0. Good girl by day. Damn who would have known?
But when the lights go down and she's out on the floor. The freak comes out and she loses control..."